a lost cause on this here journal. All you nuts that want to get in touch with me again send me a holler!

Date:	2003-08-28 15:48
Subject:	Well long time no post.
Security:	Public
Mood:	rejuvenated
Music:	ohGr - Lusid

Better make atleast a quick update... I got a girlfriend! Woot! Been together for over a month now!
Known the girl for around 2 months now... hooked together at the music festival I went to. I'm so happy right now it's insane. Seems like my life is a bit more on track than it's been in the past.

What more? Dunno... I'll write something some day

Date:	2003-05-21 23:34
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	uncomfortable
Music:	Nimmers?lich - Chanconeta Tedesca

Damnation and hell...
I know I haven't typed anything lately but here goes.

Todays topic... "Luck"

*ahem*
Fuck luck... Fuck fuck fuck fucketifuck fucking luck. Fuck it. FUUUUUCK!
There... Now thats out of my system let me begin.

Day: Saturday
Location: Friends yard.
Activity: Drinking, BBQ, socialising.
Well basically nothing happened... It was my beardy friends birthday and there was much rejoicing. (8 beers/around 1 gallon) Was some people there I'we seen before. Mostly my closest friends but also some other people too, known and unknown. Nothing special, just festivities.

Location: O'Leary's sports bar and club
Activity: Dancing, drinking, drunkedness etc.
Well we got there and it was pretty empty. Taking out way too much cash on an ATM by mistake, so I borrowed some cash to friends and took to the Black Jack table. Won shitloads of cash from what I normally do... Around 56 USD. Drank shitloads. At this point I really don't remember all I'we done except play. I did some talking and so on but not more than that.
But then the biggest shock comes even more shocking than that I won. I got separated from the others and came across this chick that was at the party. We couldn't find the others so we two took off to the dance floor. We danced closer and closer. I wrapped an arm around her, then she grabbed with both arms. I can't remember who kissed first but then we were stuck face to face for a damn long time. When I opened my eyes a friend gestured to me that he'd be leaving with wild charades. Then more kissing and I started feeling her up and stuff. We go look for the others even more. But can't find them.
We leave and I follow her home for a part of the way. She's got a scout competition the next day. But she doesn't think she wants anything lasting. I'm fine with that but I said I'd call anyways and she agrees. So I get her number. We kiss and part.

Sunday
Location: At home.
Activity: Hangover and angst.
I call her. No reply. Try later cause of the scout thingie. No reply.
So I think . o O ( Oh well... Let her be.)
Decide to spend my hangover day with "Curtis" and "Tomp". So we head to a cafe. I tell my Saturday anecdotes. Cutis and me head back to my place to watch Battle Royale (Excellent movie by the way.)

And now... Today... Wednesday.
I'm heading home from work with some co-workers. Bicycling slowly. I tell them I better head home quickly... I paddle away, highest gear and full speed. What happens? The -fucking- stearing bar breaks loose and I wobble away, aim for the grassy spot between the road and the bicycle road unable to adjust my course. I finally hit the grass and slow down. Phew! I made it out without breaking skin. Damn I'm lucky but still not... Now I don't have a bike to ride to work... Fuck...

Well I don't know what conclusions to pull from this shit... Except that I won cash and got drunk and lost the cash (Which doesn't bother me.). Got into a kissing session with a girl, lost her too. Made it out alive and unharmed, but lost my bike.

So what the fuck is up with my luck? I win but I loose. FUCK!

Date:	2003-05-02 16:37
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	mellow
Music:	Tom Waits - Blood Money

Well time for an update. I'we been gone for a while I know that. But I'we been at a LARP. Around 1500 who signed up and paid for it. Damn there was a lot of people there... Too bad it rained two days out of 4 days that the Live RP was going on. But you could always run into the tavern. A lot of fun stuff happened and so on... The last night there was pretty bad though. Kinda cold... and the field where the village where I lived turned into a mud pit. I got to camp out in a big military tent with a fireplace inside. Where I also "passed out" out of exhaustion from walking and having wet boots.

But all in all it was damn good fun. And you learn to like the small things in "civilized" life. Like clean clothes, soap, warm water, dry clothes and so on.
After I got back I went out drinking and got drunk from 2 beers even. Was last of april when Swedes makes up bonfires and shoot off fireworks to celebrate the coming of spirng.

And remember kids. A warm bed is heaven.

Date:	2003-04-19 20:04
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	Flaming Lips - Ego Trippin At The Gates Of The Hell

Damn I feel good... Yesterday I went to check on a tent for a LARP (Live Action Role Play) meeting I'm going to next week... Met my parents and went shopping... talked my parents to help me out get a new puter. It's gonna be one helluva machine. Afterwards I just procrastinated the whole day. Watched a brilliant Swedish movie thats really critical against modern society with a friend and had a few beers... After that I watched Butch Cassidy & The Sundance Kid. Had another beer and some peanuts... Damn it feels good to be a bachelor sometimes.

Today is pretty much the same... Except I'we substituted beer for coffee and cheap Eldorado brand Coca Cola copy that is surprisingly good. Better than the real shit. No more supporting you US bastards. *smirk*
And spent time talking with my friends on the Swefur channel on IRC. Gonna watch Shakespear in Love in one hour.

Good to get a break from socializing and being the meeting place of all friends. Very good easter this far. Also parents bought me candy which I ate yesterday... Bliss...
On a side note. I don't dislike having my friends over and having things to do. It's just that I need time to just kick back and breathe. Let my soul catch up with the things happening. Be alone for a while... Relax...

Date:	2003-04-14 20:38
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	peaceful
Music:	Shooby Taylor - Lift Every Voice and Sing

Played Cybersphere... Went to the park and drank beer with three friends... Came back after eating at a roadside burger place a bit. Back here drinking beer... The two I had left. Listening to the scatsinger Shooby Taylor and other crap Rorsman had with him. If you have the chance. Check it out... Totally bizarre.
Oh my god... Now there's a song about Metric conversions... Propably something done for schools... It's just twisted and evil... Evil Americans! CONFORM! Metric system rules! Your goddamn inch erections and your thickheadedness not to conform to a scientific system and a system the rest of the world and goddamned damn brits use.

My soul hurts... Song about Ulysses the dog now... Graye... I hate you and I want to desecrate your grandmothers bones... Realise and conform you old fart. You're not Graye... Stop acting like him with Ulysses too. You're outdated and chunky like old milk. RANK!

Peace out.

Date:	2003-04-14 16:09
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	nauseated
Music:	Soundgarden

Urgh... Feel like crap and it's only 4pm... Went out to meet some friends and ate lunch at this cheap-o place that serves these cheezy named burger meals... Had a Chevy Cheese with greasy fries and a big coke... I feel so nauseous right now. Atleast I bought a good CD which I'm listening to... Badmotorfinger with Soundgarden. Had the CD before but only thing I had left was the leaflet when I looked for it this morning.

Date:	2003-04-14 01:01
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated

What in the deepest pits of heck have I done to upset the evil cretins that coded this place? I can't change the settings on how my journal looks... Atleast I got the pictures to work. And hopefully the little program I just downloaded to make updating easier works.

*cuts and pastes into empty text file just in case* Here we go! Post!

Date:	2003-04-13 23:53
Subject:	First Live Journal day
Security:	Public
Mood:	lethargic
Music:	Flaming Lips - Yoshimi Vs The Pink Robots

Logging in to server...
Error logging on:

Invalid username

Fsck... Hopefully this will work now...

In my hangover haze Neroo got me into this thingamabob... Now just to figure out how everything works...

Anyways. My weekend has been one helluva trip.
Friday: Dr.Kosmos concert. Sold tees and stuff for the band. Got to drink with them backstage and talk. Was damn cool... Free booze and gear too.
Saturday: Friends party... Free booze except for a small entry fee. Got totally wasted and off to a metal club and heard a live band... Drank even more.
Sunday: Hangover... Someone please kill me... Been procrastinating all day but finally got up, made pancakes and headed over to a friend to fix trillian and codecs on her computer. Then back to my safe haven infront of the computer.